Stress | June 1 2025

I'm feeling very stressed tonight. It was supposed to be a nice, relaxing evening... but then I saw a mouse in my apartment. I had to kill it, I felt gross. I need to get the fuck out of here. Only a few more weeks, only a few more weeks...

On a positive note, I replayed Deltarune Ch. 1+2 for the upcoming new chapters. Those games are still great, I can't say anything about them that hasn't been said a million times before. I had a smile on my face most of the way through.

I've been listening to Webinar by Dream Corp a lot lately. I've talked about that album before, but I find it very relaxing. I'm currently listening to it as I try to de-stress.

I want to tell my friends I love them more. That's weird though, right? Getting a message from someone saying that they love you? (platonically) Maybe it'll mean a lot to them. Maybe they'll find it really creepy. I need to go to bed.

Worst sleep | June 2 2025

I had the worst sleep I've had in a while last night. I was already feeling stressed because of that mouse, and that stress carried into my sleep. I tossed and turned, had a stomach ache, and whenever I did fall asleep it was those horrible number dreams again. When morning came I felt so stressed that I called out of work. I feel bad for doing that, but I really did feel like absolute garbage and could barely move.

Thankfully I'm feeling better. I'm waiting on the 20mg of melatonin I took to kick in and watching Vinesauce watch archived footage of animatronics. You know what? We've had plenty of evil animatronic stories. I want someone to write a story with sentient animatronics where they're fun and friendly. Some of those old ones are really ugly though. Did kids back then also think they were ugly looking?