| Wed 7-1-26
It's Art Fight time again. I'm looking forward to this year. The site is currently down due to all the traffic, which is pretty common every year. I wonder how they get the funding to host all these images... from donations I suppose. I wonder how expensive it is to run a site that allows user-submitted images.I don't really have a lot on my mind tonight. Which is good, sometimes I'd rather feel nothing in particular than have my mind racing a mile a minute.
I want to play Runescape again. God help me. I won't actually play it, I don't think... but the temptations come every now and then.
| Thu 7-2-26
"i was bored tonight so i decided to just check out random gmod servers and joined a towers serveri intended to just play a couple of minigames and leave but a regualr and also who i presume to be a mod gave me a full tour and even showed me her apartment and the emulator setup she somehow got working in gmod lol
she had to leave to go "kill a couple flies in her room" and i didn't stay long after that, but it was a fun time. i'll miss ya Muggz"
| Sun 7-5-26
Spent most of this weekend drawing for art fight. I have 10 drawings done, which means I'm already halfway to passing my total from last year... which isn't really saying a lot. I didn't draw a lot last year's art fight.Something's wrong. It's hard to explain, but I can't really get comfy. I don't feel relaxed. True, I did have a massive panic attack last week and I might still be feeling the remnants of that... and there's also the heat. But it also feels like I'm struggling to enjoy things. I tried playing games and none of them felt that fun. All I wanted to do was go back to sleep.
Of course, that's just textbook depression. And I'm no stranger to that, so maybe I'm just in a funk? I'm no stranger to that either. It could also be the summer heat.
At least I was able to get comfy by laying in bed and watching Venture Bros.
